today argue wit my mom ... really sad ... maybe ... i should not born in this family ...
no wonder wad i do ... she will just said not good ...
althought i had tried my best ... she will said i never tried my best ...
sometimes i got a bit hate her de ... becoz ... as a mom ... she din even noe wad i like ...
wad is my hobby ... she only noe how to paksa me to do the thing tat i dun like ...
i noe she do many thing is just to let be become a useful people ...
but does she ever care bout my feeling ?
everytime when i got good result ... i will be very happy ...
i hope the school will end faster ... to let me bring the good new to my mom ...
but when she saw the result ... she will just said : " good , do it better next time ... but after that she will say : why y dun get higher marks for this paper ...
u are not stupid u noe ... i noe u haven try your best ... "
i tried all my best to get this result ... but mom my din even care ... she just noe how to scold ...
i hate her ...
sometimes i tried to tell my feelings to her ... but she always will give the same response ...
no time no time !!! dint u see i am busy of my thing ?
haiz ... sometimes i feel that if i left 1 month de life time ... then will be good ...
becoz when tat time ... they sure will put all their time on me ...
for this ... i had beged the god for many times ... to let me sick ...
today ... really no mood ... thx to sarah and lang ... for chatting wit me ...
mui mui (lang) thx for chating wit me and make me happy ya ... and sarah ... thx for everything ya ...
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